So I do not want to commit suicide but, Insted i have a deathwish.
I have a few people that I would hate myself if I randomly got hit by a bus or had died of natural causes or something. They mean so much to me and I would just feel so crappy if I didn’t tell them what they mean to me. I often think of me randomly dieing and them being at my funeral crying.
But you see if I chose to kill myself, no one could take MY life away. If it’s your life I think you should be the only one that can take it away. And you know your about to die and you can do everything you ever wanted to do, tell anyone anything. Then hopefully die without any regrets.
I’m not planning on committing suicide anytime soon, when Im older. This way I don’t think this would nessicarly be a bad thing, like everyone says suicide is. Because you would die happy, and you wouldn’t be doing it out of sadness either.
Does this make sense to anyone. Don’t lecture/preach to me about why suicide is bad either. Just tell me your opinion on this
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This happens to more people than you may think, I myself have had almost identical thoughts as you. I once would take up to 10 Tylenol a day hoping to have an acute liver failure. Or I would look up ways on the internet to cause kidney failure etc. I too myself would think of what my funeral would be like and how my family/friends would feel. But from my own personal experience it gradually goes away. You just want attention, at least I did. Please do not do the Tylenol thing, I have no idea how im alive and I know that later on my liver will indeed fail and I could possibly die. Please give this lots of time and proceed with your life. Your okay, this is perfectly natural. The feeling will hopefully go away as it did for me.
just please do not do anythign that could harm you in the future. I regret what i did 100%
u said you want to commit when your older
All i have to say is
People are dying every second not out of want but by illness or car crashes you want to give your life away how crazy must that sound you want to die people would love to live longer and you just want to die ! If your going to be so narrow minded then atleast give your money to charity and donate organs
Suicide is so STUPID dont do it
God is the only one who can take your life away. He did not put people on the planet so they could kill themselves. If you’re still here there is a reason. Now you have to figure out what that reason is and go chase it.
I think I understand what you’re saying… you’re concerned that the people around you will not know what they mean to you if you were to suddenly die but, if you decided that you were ready to die you could tell your family members and others how important they were to you BEFORE you killed yourself and then you would eliminate this concern.
I sort of understand it but, I think another solution is just to be honest with those around you and always remind them of how much you love them. Life is so fragile and can be taken away any second.
However, on another note…
I have also fantasised about what people would say about me if I died. Sometimes I would put myself in dangerous situations because I too had a death wish. I did not want to be the cause of my families pain by committing suicide but, I did not want to live any longer either. So I would do silly things like hang around dangerous places at night, take too many pills, walk home from parties drunk, carelessly cross roads…
I don’t have these thoughts are often any more but, I think it is natural to be curious about how people would react if you were no longer alive.